2018 has been an absolute shit show, but that isn’t necessarily a bad thing. I mean if you are a believer in Chaos Theory like me, our universe is supposed be erratic, unpredictable, exciting; that is just how it is supposed to work, and any suppression »
I remember the day I first arrived in Beijing like the back of my hand. Just 24 hours earlier, as I was boarding a train from Hong Kong, I received an ominous message from my uncle saying “I am sorry about your grandma”. Minutes later I was without service »
When I was 15 years old, my family took our first international trip in my conscious existence, and I remember the sheer anxiety I felt from boarding the aircraft all the way to landing. I had not an ounce of faith in the pilot or machinery. Every sound »
The few hours leading up to vipassana felt like the hours leading up to one’s execution. Weeks leading up to these hours, I kept getting excited envisioning what it would feel like to cleanse myself, learn to deeply meditate, finally eradicate my anxiety »